Saturday, 26 January 2008

transvestite out shopping for the first time


I thought I'd share with you my adventure of the first time I went out shopping crossdressed.

It was about 10 years ago, and I'd been planning it for weeks.

I'd got myself a new wig from ebay, which I was quite confident looked pretty good, a new white floaty summer skirt and a gorgeous short sleeved white blouse.

The plan was to get mostly dressed, cover up with loose pants and jacket and drive to the multistory carpark at a near by shopping centre - there I would drive up high enough so it was quiet, and finish makeup and hair in the car.

Well that was the easy bit!! Then I drove back down a couple of levels and got out of the car - heart pounding - and every time I walked a little way towards the shops I'd see someone and I'd turn back to the car again.

Eventually I got past the carpark exit and I hesitantly walked through into the shops, where immediately some security guy asked if I was ok cos I looked lost. I just smiled and said yes thanks and had no option now to keep walking - as he was by the entrance in and I couldn't bring myself to go back past him again. I was stuck - had to go through with it now!

I spent a fabulous hour walking round the shops and nobody gave me the slightest funny looks! I even plucked up courage to try a pair of boots on in one shop.

I've not repeated this often - it still is very scary to be among that many people as a crossdresser. You feel like everyone knows! But it is a real buzz!!

4 comments:

MissB said...

You wife (C) has a lovely taste in skirts I assume - and you obviously enjoy 'borrowing' them.... she must be thrilled!

xxxx

Meg said...

I was scared the first time I went out, even though I had someone with me. When I saw that no-one even noticed me (was I THAT ugly?) I gained a lot of confidence.

Since then I've been out maybe eight times, and "solo'd" for the first time just two weeks ago. It was GREAT and I chatted up some makeup ladies in different stores and let them know that I was "different" -- they didn't notice at first and once they did, they helped a lot! As soon as I can get a day alone, I'll do it again.

It gets less scary each time, but it's still scary. :-/

Anonymous said...

Most crossdressers think they are passing, but they are not. Hip teenagers almost always read them as well as those of us who are "crossdressing aware."

You do a nice job and are cute dear, but cute as a femmie sissy who loves being a girl.

Anonymous said...

chris hatton is a faggot